It’s a shame that I can’t even be happy without you putting me down and being a bitch 24/7… don’t fucking question why I’m rude to you all of a sudden when you are always finding ways to take shots at me and be rude. I’m tired of it. It’s tearing me down. I would rather have no friends than friends that don’t even want to be the slightest bit happy for me. You know how much that sucks? And on top of all of that shit you complain all of the time and who’s there for you? I am, but when I’m having problems or complications in my life you are barely there. I really don’t even think you can start to comprehend how hard that is on me.. it’s hard to be a friend to somebody who puts you down and barely wants to be there. Don’t expect me to stick around when you treat me like crap.

Because then I figure out everything I don’t like about them and push them away just so I won’t get hurt….

i am soooo insecure…